The Rose and the Dagger (The Wrath and the Dawn) Page 2

  Shahrzad would never forget the image of her father’s huddled body against the red-and-grey slope.

  When she’d tried to pry Jahandar’s fingers away from the book, he’d cried out in a language she’d never heard him speak before. His eyes had rolled back into his head, and his lashes had fluttered closed, never to open again, not once in the four days since.

  And until they did, Shahrzad refused to leave him.

  She had to know her father was safe. She had to know what he had done.

  No matter what—or whom—she’d left behind in Rey.

  “Baba?” Shahrzad said softly, as she knelt beside him in his small tent.

  He shuddered in his sleep, his fingers wrapping tighter around the ancient tome clutched in his arms. Even in his delirium, Jahandar had refused to relinquish the book. Not a soul had been permitted to touch it.

  Irsa sighed. She stooped next to Shahrzad and handed her a tumbler of water.

  Shahrzad held the cup to her father’s cracked lips. She waited until she felt him swallow. He muttered to himself, then turned back on his side, tucking the book farther beneath his blankets.

  “What did you put in this?” Shahrzad asked Irsa. “It smells nice.”

  “Just some fresh mint and honey. Also a few tea herbs and a bit of milk. You said he hasn’t eaten anything in a few days. I thought it might help.” Irsa shrugged.

  “It’s a good idea. I should have thought of it.”

  “Don’t scold yourself. It doesn’t suit you. And . . . you’ve done more than enough.” Irsa spoke with a wisdom beyond her fourteen years. “Baba will wake soon. I—know it.” She bit her lip, her tone lacking conviction. “Calm is needed to heal his wounds. And time.”

  Shahrzad said nothing as she studied her father’s hands. The burns there had blistered alongside bruised purples and garish reds.

  What did he do on the night of the storm?

  What have we done?

  “You should eat. You barely ate anything when you arrived last night,” Irsa interrupted Shahrzad’s thoughts.

  Before she could protest, Irsa removed the tumbler from Shahrzad’s hand, hauling her to her feet and dragging her into the dunes beyond their father’s tent. The scent of roasting meat hung heavy in the desert air, the smoke above them an aimless cloud. Silken grains of sand sifted between Shahrzad’s toes, just near too hot to bear. Harsh rays of sunlight blurred everything they touched.

  As they walked, Shahrzad glanced around the Badawi camp through slitted eyes, studying the hustle and bustle of mostly smiling faces; people carrying bushels of grain and bundles of goods from one corner to the next. The children seemed happy enough, though it was impossible to ignore the gleaming assortment of weaponry—the swords and axes and arrows—lying in the shadow of curing animal skins. Impossible to ignore them or their unassailable meaning . . .

  Preparations for the coming war.

  “And I shall take from you these lives, a thousandfold.”

  Shahrzad stiffened, then drew back her shoulders, refusing to burden her sister with these troubles. Such troubles were meant for those with unique abilities.

  Those like Musa Zaragoza, the magus from the Fire Temple.

  Though it took effort, Shahrzad shrugged off the curse’s interminable weight. She walked with Irsa through the enclave of tents toward the largest, at center. It was an impressive structure, patchworked though it was: a hodgepodge of sun-worn colors, with a faded pennant at its apex, gamboling about in the breeze. A hooded sentry cloaked in roughspun stood at the tent’s entrance.

  “No weapons.” The soldier’s hand clamped down on Shahrzad’s shoulder with the force of a lifelong aggressor. The sort who enjoyed his role far more than he should.

  Despite her wiser inclinations, Shahrzad’s response was immediate and automatic. She shoved his hand away, her scowl set.

  I am in no mood for boorish men. Or their warmongering.

  “Weapons are not permitted in the sheikh’s tent.” The soldier reached for her dagger, his eyes glittering with an unspoken threat.

  “Touch me again, and I’ll—”

  “Shazi!” Irsa moved to placate the soldier. “Please excuse my—”

  The soldier pushed Irsa back. Without a moment’s thought, Shahrzad slammed both fists into his chest. He staggered to one side, his nostrils flaring. Behind her, she heard men begin to shout.

  “What are you doing, Shahrzad!” Irsa cried, her shock at her sister’s recklessness etched across her face.

  Enraged, the soldier took hold of Shahrzad’s forearm. She braced herself for the coming fight, her toes curled and her knuckles clenched.

  “Let go of her immediately!” A tall shadow loomed upon the soldier.

  Perfect.

  Shahrzad winced, a flash of guilt warring with her fury.

  “I don’t need your help, Tariq,” she said through gritted teeth.

  “I’m not helping you.” He strode closer, aiming a brief but quelling stare in her direction. His unconcealed pain was raw enough to rob her of mettle.

  Will he never forgive me?

  The soldier turned to Tariq with a deference that would, under normal circumstances, irritate Shahrzad immensely. “Apologies, sahib, but she refused to—”

  “Release her at once. I didn’t ask for excuses. Follow orders or be met with the consequences, soldier.”

  The soldier released her with reluctance. Shahrzad shoved off his grasp. Steeling herself with a breath, she faced those nearby. Rahim stood at Tariq’s shoulder; several young men were at his opposing flank. One was a reed-thin boy sporting the guise of a much older man. His beard was growing in patches over a long, lean face, and his comically stern eyebrows were cut over ice-cold eyes.

  Eyes that watched her with abject hatred.

  Her fingers shifted toward her dagger.

  “Thank you, Tariq,” Irsa said, since Shahrzad had yet to offer a shred of gratitude.

  “Of course,” he replied with an awkward nod.

  Shahrzad chewed at the inside of her cheek. “I—”

  “Don’t trouble yourself, Shazi. We’re beyond such things.” Tariq knocked the cowl of his rida’ back and ducked through the entrance of the tent, sparing himself more of her company. The boy with the ice-cold eyes glowered at Shahrzad before following suit. Rahim paused beside her, his expression grim, as though he had expected better. Then he stepped closer to Irsa, his head tilted in question. Her sister sent half a smile his way. Sighing softly, Rahim trudged past them into the tent, without a single word.

  Irsa elbowed Shahrzad in the ribs. “What’s wrong with you?” she admonished in a whisper. “We’re guests here. You can’t behave in such a manner.”

  Chastened, Shahrzad nodded curtly before striding through the cavernous hollow.

  It took her eyes time to adjust to the sudden darkness. A series of brass lamps hung at lazy intervals from the wooden rafters above, their thready light pale after the desert sun. At the far end of the tent was a long, low table, crafted of roughhewn teakwood. Worn woolen cushions were thrown about in haphazard piles. Screaming children scurried past Shahrzad, blind to all but their single-minded quest for the most esteemed position at the breakfast table.

  Seated at the very center of this teeth-rattling tumult was an old man with a keen pair of eyes and an unkempt beard. When he saw Shahrzad, he smiled at her with a surprising amount of warmth. To his left was a woman of similar age with a long braid of muted copper. At his right sat Shiva’s father, Reza bin-Latief. Shahrzad’s stomach tensed, her flash of guilt resurfacing. She’d seen him last night, but in the clamor of their arrival the exchange had been brief, and she was not yet certain she was ready to face Shiva’s father.

  So soon after failing to exact revenge for the murder of his daughter.

  So soon after falling in love with the very b
oy who had murdered her.

  Deciding it was best to avoid unwanted attention, Shahrzad kept her head down and took the cushion beside Irsa, across from Tariq and Rahim.

  She avoided the gazes of those around her, especially that of the boy with the ice-fire eyes, who took every opportunity to burn through her with the heat of his discomfiting stare. The desire to draw attention to his behavior was always at the forefront of her mind, but Irsa’s earlier admonition continued to ring true: she was a guest here.

  And she could not behave in such a reckless manner.

  Not with the welfare of her family at stake.

  A leg of roasted lamb was placed at the center of the well-worn table. Its serving platter was an immense affair of hammered silver, dented on all sides from age and use. Thick slices of barbari bread, coated with butter and rolled in black sesame seeds, were left in baskets nearby, alongside chipped bowls of whole radishes and slabs of salted goat cheese. Squabbling children reached for the radishes and tore hearty chunks of barbari in half before grabbing at the meat with their bare hands. Their elders crushed stems of fresh mint before pouring dark streams of tea over the fragrant leaves.

  When Shahrzad chanced to look up, she found the old man with the keen eyes studying her, another warm smile pooling across his lips. The gap between his two front teeth was pronounced, and, at first glance, it made him appear almost foolish.

  Though Shahrzad was not the least bit fooled.

  “So, my friend . . . this is Shahrzad,” the old man said.

  To whom is he speaking?

  “I was right—” The old man cackled. “She is very beautiful.”

  Shahrzad’s eyes flitted down both sides of the table. They stopped on Tariq.

  His broad shoulders were rigid; his chiseled jaw was tight. He exhaled through his nose and lifted his gaze to hers.

  “She is,” Tariq agreed in a resigned voice.

  The old man quirked his head at Shahrzad. “You’ve caused a lot of trouble, beautiful one.”

  Despite the reassuring hand Irsa placed atop hers, Shahrzad’s ire rose like embers being stoked to flame.

  Aware she lacked grace in that moment, Shahrzad chose to say nothing. She rolled her tongue in her mouth. Pinched her lower lip between her teeth.

  I am a guest here. I cannot behave as I desire.

  No matter how angry and alone I may feel.

  The old man smiled again. Ever wider. Ever more gap-toothed.

  Infuriating.

  “Are you worth it?”

  Shahrzad cleared her throat. “Pardon?” she said, keeping tight rein on her emotions.

  The boy with the ice-fire eyes watched with the rapt attention of a hawk.

  “Are you worth all this trouble, beautiful one?” the old man repeated in maddening singsong.

  Irsa wrapped a pleading hand around Shahrzad’s fingers, cold sweat slicking her palm.

  Shahrzad could not risk her sister’s safety. Not in a camp filled with unknowns. Unknowns who could just as soon as toss her family into the desert for an errant word. Or slit their throats at a misread glance. No. Shahrzad could not put her father’s dubious health in jeopardy. Not for all the world.

  She smiled slowly, taking time to subdue her fury. “I think beauty is rarely worth the trouble.” Shahrzad gripped Irsa’s hand tighter in sisterly solidarity. “But I am worth a great deal more than what you see.” Her tone was airy despite the veiled rebuke.

  Without hesitation, the old man threw back his head and laughed. “To be sure!” His face shone with merriment. “Welcome to my home, Shahrzad al-Khayzuran. I am Omar al-Sadiq, and you are my guest. While within these borders, you will always be treated as such. But bear in mind: a calipha in silk or a beggar in the street makes no difference to me. Welcome.” He dipped his head and brushed his fingertips along his brow with a broad flourish.

  Shahrzad released a pent-up breath. It escaped her in a rush of air, taking with it the tension from her shoulders and stomach. Her grin stretching farther, Shahrzad bowed in return, touching her right hand to her forehead.

  Shiva’s father watched their exchange with a blank expression, his elbows folded against the table’s weathered edge. “Shazi-jan,” he began in a somber tone.

  He caught her just as Shahrzad reached for a piece of barbari. “Yes, Uncle Reza?” She lifted her brows in question, her hand hovering above the breadbasket.

  Reza’s features turned pensive. “I’m very glad you are here—that you are safe.”

  “Thank you. I’m very grateful to everyone for keeping my family safe. And for taking such excellent care of Baba.”

  He nodded, then leaned forward, steepling his hands beneath his chin. “Of course. Your family has always been my family. As mine has always been yours.”

  “Yes,” Shahrzad said quietly. “It has.”

  “So,” Reza said, lines of consternation bracketing his mouth, “it pains me greatly to ask you this—as I thought you might have been remiss when you arrived last night—but I have swallowed your insult for as long as I can endure it.”

  Shahrzad’s entire body froze, her fingers still poised above the bread. The tension renewed its grip on her body, guilt coiling around her stomach with snakelike savagery.

  “Shahrzad . . .” Reza bin-Latief’s voice had lost any hint of kindness; any warmth in the man she’d considered a second father was gone. “Why are you sitting at this table—breaking bread with me—wearing the ring of the boy who murdered my daughter?”

  It was a cutting accusation.

  It sliced through the crowd like a scythe through a sea of grain.

  Shahrzad’s fingers pressed tight over the standard of the two crossed swords. Tight enough to cause pain.

  She blinked once. Twice.

  Tariq cleared his throat. The sound echoed through the sudden stillness. “Uncle—Uncle Reza—”

  No. She could not let Tariq save her. Not again.

  Never again.

  “I’m . . . I’m sorry,” she said, her mouth dry.

  But she wasn’t. Not for this. She was sorry for a hundred things. A thousand things.

  An entire city of untendered apologies.

  But she would never be sorry for this.

  “Don’t be sorry, Shahrzad,” Reza continued in the same cold voice. The voice of a stranger. “Decide.”

  Mumbling her regrets, Shahrzad pushed to her feet.

  She didn’t stop to think. Clinging to the remains of her dignity, she stumbled away from the table and into the blazing desert sun. Her sandals caught in the hot sand, hefting it behind her, striking her calves with each step.

  A large, calloused hand took hold of her shoulder, halting her.

  She glanced up, shielding her eyes from the blinding light.

  The soldier. The lifelong aggressor.

  “Get out of my way,” she whispered, fighting to leash her wrath. “Now.”

  His lips curved upward with a leisurely kind of malice. He refused to move.

  Shahrzad grabbed his wrist to shove it aside.

  The rough-spun linen of his rida’ rolled up to his elbow, revealing a brand seared into his inner forearm.

  The mark of the scarab.

  The mark of the Fida’i assassins who had stolen into her chamber in Rey and tried to kill her.

  With a gasp, Shahrzad ran. Clumsily, mindlessly, her only thought, of escape.

  Somewhere in the distance, she heard Irsa’s voice calling for her.

  Still, she refused to stop.

  She ran into their tiny tent, throwing the door fold shut with a resounding slap.

  Her shallow breaths rebounded across the three walls. Shahrzad raised her right hand into a shaft of light filtering through a tent seam. She watched it catch on the muted gold of her ring.

  I don’t belong here
. A guest in a prison of sand and sun.

  But I need to keep my family safe; I need to find a way to break the curse.

  And return home to Khalid.

  Alas, she did not know whom she could trust. Until Shahrzad knew who this Sheikh Omar al-Sadiq was and why a Fida’i assassin lurked in his camp, she must remain careful. For it was clear she did not have an ally in Reza bin-Latief as she once had had. And Shahrzad refused to put her burdens on Tariq. It was not his place to keep her or her family safe. No. That duty remained with her, and her alone.

  Her eyes flashed around before fixing on the pool of water in the copper basin.

  Exist beneath the water.

  Move slowly. Tell stories.

  Lie.

  Without a thought for sentimentality, Shahrzad yanked the ring from her finger.

  Breathe.

  She closed her eyes and listened to the silent cry of her heart.

  “Here.” Irsa dropped the tent flap and moved to Shahrzad’s side. She needed no direction. Nor did she offer any kind of reproach. In a trice, she’d unraveled the length of twine binding Shahrzad’s braid. The sisters locked eyes as Irsa took the ring from Shahrzad’s hand and fashioned a necklace from the twine.

  Wordlessly, Irsa secured the necklace behind Shahrzad’s throat and tucked the ring beneath her qamis. “No more secrets.”

  “Some secrets are safer behind lock and key.”

  Shahrzad nodded to her sister, Khalid’s words a low whisper in her ear. Not in warning. But in reminder.

  She would do whatever needed to be done to keep her family safe.

  Even lie to her own sister.

  “What do you want to know?”

  ALWAYS

  HE WAS ALONE.

  And he should take advantage of the time, before the demands of the day stole these moments of solitude from him.

  Khalid stepped through the sands of the training courtyard.

  As soon as he reached for his shamshir, he knew his hands would bleed.

  No matter. It was of little consequence.

  Moments spent in idleness were moments left to thought.

  Moments left to memory.